My nephew and I were watching the movie “The Iron Giant” and were talking about robots and other stuff. Then our conversation went from The Iron Giant to black holes. He was telling me that someday our galaxy would be sucked in and be destroyed by a black hole where the sun used to be because the sun will soon burn out. Then I asked him if the galaxies would be restored after that and he just looked at me, thinking of an answer, so I did what a good uncle would. I told him “I saved the world once and the world didn’t even thank me.” I then kissed him and left the room.

Nikolas, you are one smart kid just like your uncle.

My heart has been acting up. It has gone from bad to fucked. Last night the pain was excruciating that I had to tell my brother from another mother but from a different father, monjamagic about it. It’s not that i’m scared or anything, I just needed to tell someone about it just in case. And I didn’t want to tell my folks because they already have a lot of shit to take care of. Bah.

I think that I should stop smoking, drinking alcohol and tons of coffee. That’s fucked. I’m fucked. HAHA!

I am Benison, and I am dying. :]

Anonymous asked: You're having sleep paralysis. I often have them. Whenever you wake-up and can't move. Force yourself to, and don't sleep right away. Keep yourself awake for about 30 minutes before going back to sleep or else you'll have your nightmares back.

Thanks. HAHA! I always fall asleep afterwards. It’s too much hassle to stay awake. :] but hey, thanks again bruh. 

I have been sleeping for about 7 - 10 hours now. I don’t have a problem sleeping anymore. But lately I have been having nightmares. The more I sleep longer the higher the chance of me having a nightmare. Last week I had a dream that my mum went to my room to check on me. I was lying down in a fetal position. It felt like I was half asleep, but I was pretending to be asleep. My mum walked over to me and covered me with a blanket and said “I love my son very much”. She then embraced me and ripped my chest open. I tried to scream but I wasn’t making a sound, then, I woke up screaming. I’m waiting for the girl who always visits me in my nightmares. I can’t quite see her face but she “feels” familiar. Oh yeah, and she’s always in front of the T.V. whenever she visits me.

This is the price I have to pay for a good night sleep. 

Anonymous asked: Hi! Just loved your blogs (those you have written). Keep it up! :))

Thanks bruh. :]

As I was going downstairs to wash my face I noticed that the closet near the sink was open. I closed it and proceeded to wash my face. In the midst of splashing water upon my face I noticed that the closet door was open again, by the way, the closet was not that big and it has partitions, and we do not usually hang clothes there but rather we put our hankies, towels, and all the other small bathroom things. So there, when I faced the closet I saw a pale child looking at me and before I could even do anything he grinned and quickly shuts the closet door. The next thing I did is what anyone would do in that situation. I quickly went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and made myself a peanut butter sandwich. and it was good.

le wild fuckface required to wear glasses to avoid eyes from drying up like an old menopausal tree. it’s better than the infection to le eyes last year where my eyeball was swollen like a bee with an itch.

at the sauna room.

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